Breakup Reasons Exposed: Sweet Final Goodbye.

This would be the last review and comments I'll be posting about our Break Up. Know what? She's the most wonderful girl I had in my entire life .. so that's probably why the break up thing we had is the worse thing I had in my life. I always do have problems, not only in relationship this past months but also in other things, I remembered Tress said to me 'Your life is full of pain', and I said 'Nah, my life is full of sin'. Well I know not only me might experienced this. Doubts and Thoughts are dragging me 'Why did I exposed this such things?', Jealousy? perhaps or maybe because I'm just the only one that can't move on with this because of course unlike her, feelings for her last and never came into my mind to find another man/woman to love just to forget. Oh Oh~ well at least I knew to myself I just say what I feel, what I see and what I'm doing with 0% lies.

Happy memories~ Lahlahlah~ the sounds of love I had with her, so sweet .. Gonna miss her that's for sure. She maybe mad at me and probably won't accept the things I posted here, well idc at least I don't lie in my page. I'm going towards my good-life perhaps now. Feelings and Emotions might not. But my life? I know it'll be good coz no one knows that I might not waking up on the next morning. Anyways, I was chatting lately with my EX mom, and I know her feelings for her daughter however, I do also have feelings that can't be explained just by seeing or realizing other people. I didn't thought that my EX Girl just want to test our fate according to her mom. Sad, I regret things happened and things I've done. But for now, nothing will be back for sure. I don't regret those things I've done, the things that I regret is why did I let her drop me. It's funny, lately I was reading forums about those nasty Gamers telling about their love stories. Now what? Game is Over really for us .. and I'm trying to accept it day by day. My Principles is so weird that no other people had thought, except for those real friends I had. I'm the kind of guy who don't believed in a 'Relationship Rebirth', really .. Except for her just coz I told you she's the best I had. But well I think no more now, for the Wife I'll be having will be definitely 'The Best'. If only she didn't have other relationship, I'll be gladly win her back. Now, All I want is to closed this issue about this. This would be the last but I'm not hoping or wishing you would read this tho'.

For the guy, I'm not pointing out the guy or boyfriend he had now but for the guy who will be his husband in the future. Be sure to take care of her. Be sure to make her happy. Be sure you deserve her for she needs a good man to comfort her. Pass every trials you'll have and don't let her down for you don't know that you'll just be tested and finally, Trust god.

And for you, it's not an ease for me to forget you. Yes, feel free to forget me and that would be the key for your future relationship. Forget me, as for I don't really deserve you, Remember our chats?, Not all could accept me for you. So I deserved to be your trash. Take care. I'll miss you and still I love you even I know you feel opposite now. Also .. please go back to what I've known you .. God Fearing and No Vices at all, You're the one of the best woman in the world 'bhie, boo, mahal'.. Goodbye. :'<