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This is the story about my life of sin.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Haiti Earthquake
Man, I know it's late but really I just wish I could help people in Haiti. Well all I can do is pray for them, Many people might lost their dreams however for all the people who lost their love ones, don't lose faith as for God won't lose his kindness to human kind. Everything will be fine and hopefully, Your nation would be fine as soon as possible. Luff ya'll guys tho' I am not used to live there.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Breakup Reasons Exposed: Sweet Final Goodbye.
This would be the last review and comments I'll be posting about our Break Up. Know what? She's the most wonderful girl I had in my entire life .. so that's probably why the break up thing we had is the worse thing I had in my life. I always do have problems, not only in relationship this past months but also in other things, I remembered Tress said to me 'Your life is full of pain', and I said 'Nah, my life is full of sin'. Well I know not only me might experienced this. Doubts and Thoughts are dragging me 'Why did I exposed this such things?', Jealousy? perhaps or maybe because I'm just the only one that can't move on with this because of course unlike her, feelings for her last and never came into my mind to find another man/woman to love just to forget. Oh Oh~ well at least I knew to myself I just say what I feel, what I see and what I'm doing with 0% lies.
Happy memories~ Lahlahlah~ the sounds of love I had with her, so sweet .. Gonna miss her that's for sure. She maybe mad at me and probably won't accept the things I posted here, well idc at least I don't lie in my page. I'm going towards my good-life perhaps now. Feelings and Emotions might not. But my life? I know it'll be good coz no one knows that I might not waking up on the next morning. Anyways, I was chatting lately with my EX mom, and I know her feelings for her daughter however, I do also have feelings that can't be explained just by seeing or realizing other people. I didn't thought that my EX Girl just want to test our fate according to her mom. Sad, I regret things happened and things I've done. But for now, nothing will be back for sure. I don't regret those things I've done, the things that I regret is why did I let her drop me. It's funny, lately I was reading forums about those nasty Gamers telling about their love stories. Now what? Game is Over really for us .. and I'm trying to accept it day by day. My Principles is so weird that no other people had thought, except for those real friends I had. I'm the kind of guy who don't believed in a 'Relationship Rebirth', really .. Except for her just coz I told you she's the best I had. But well I think no more now, for the Wife I'll be having will be definitely 'The Best'. If only she didn't have other relationship, I'll be gladly win her back. Now, All I want is to closed this issue about this. This would be the last but I'm not hoping or wishing you would read this tho'.
For the guy, I'm not pointing out the guy or boyfriend he had now but for the guy who will be his husband in the future. Be sure to take care of her. Be sure to make her happy. Be sure you deserve her for she needs a good man to comfort her. Pass every trials you'll have and don't let her down for you don't know that you'll just be tested and finally, Trust god.
And for you, it's not an ease for me to forget you. Yes, feel free to forget me and that would be the key for your future relationship. Forget me, as for I don't really deserve you, Remember our chats?, Not all could accept me for you. So I deserved to be your trash. Take care. I'll miss you and still I love you even I know you feel opposite now. Also .. please go back to what I've known you .. God Fearing and No Vices at all, You're the one of the best woman in the world 'bhie, boo, mahal'.. Goodbye. :'<
Happy memories~ Lahlahlah~ the sounds of love I had with her, so sweet .. Gonna miss her that's for sure. She maybe mad at me and probably won't accept the things I posted here, well idc at least I don't lie in my page. I'm going towards my good-life perhaps now. Feelings and Emotions might not. But my life? I know it'll be good coz no one knows that I might not waking up on the next morning. Anyways, I was chatting lately with my EX mom, and I know her feelings for her daughter however, I do also have feelings that can't be explained just by seeing or realizing other people. I didn't thought that my EX Girl just want to test our fate according to her mom. Sad, I regret things happened and things I've done. But for now, nothing will be back for sure. I don't regret those things I've done, the things that I regret is why did I let her drop me. It's funny, lately I was reading forums about those nasty Gamers telling about their love stories. Now what? Game is Over really for us .. and I'm trying to accept it day by day. My Principles is so weird that no other people had thought, except for those real friends I had. I'm the kind of guy who don't believed in a 'Relationship Rebirth', really .. Except for her just coz I told you she's the best I had. But well I think no more now, for the Wife I'll be having will be definitely 'The Best'. If only she didn't have other relationship, I'll be gladly win her back. Now, All I want is to closed this issue about this. This would be the last but I'm not hoping or wishing you would read this tho'.
For the guy, I'm not pointing out the guy or boyfriend he had now but for the guy who will be his husband in the future. Be sure to take care of her. Be sure to make her happy. Be sure you deserve her for she needs a good man to comfort her. Pass every trials you'll have and don't let her down for you don't know that you'll just be tested and finally, Trust god.
And for you, it's not an ease for me to forget you. Yes, feel free to forget me and that would be the key for your future relationship. Forget me, as for I don't really deserve you, Remember our chats?, Not all could accept me for you. So I deserved to be your trash. Take care. I'll miss you and still I love you even I know you feel opposite now. Also .. please go back to what I've known you .. God Fearing and No Vices at all, You're the one of the best woman in the world 'bhie, boo, mahal'.. Goodbye. :'<
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Lil Wayne ft Eminem - Drop The World / Drop The Ball.
Alright, New Songs from rapbasement and Hell Yea! This song is so hawt. Well, Eminem is one of my favorite rappers that is still alive of course! I could just say 'Wow' to this music. 2 Thumbs Up. Go check it.
Breakup Reasons Exposed!
It's been almost 2 months (from December-Feb) since I had a feeling that she has another guy with her. I was likely asking her always about that guy to fuck it off coz she always saying stories about him and it makes me wonder that 'is she interested with him'.
Second week of December, I felt a weird feeling and she is going cold with our relationship. She still saying stories about the guy btw. So yea, Christmas passed and she wants to break up with me. In this state, I had the feeling that she was in relationship with the another guy I used to doubt. I finally agreed with his break up reasons saying she need to focus on studies, blahblah~ Cries~ Dramas~ and more shiznit.
I went to their house lately on January last week to bring up her items. After a week she posted pictures on her facebook with the guy Kissing and Hugging. Lol. FTL!
I shouldn't trust her. I shouldn't be affected on her drama's. I shouldn't choose her. Well now its over and I think nothing will be back anymore and hell yea I won't be going back with her. Game Over. Well at least I know that I didn't cheated unlike her, going with other guys that knowing that she has commitment with other.
Uhmn, asking me about the guy she have now? Well he's pretty decent looking guy. Well, Only for looks. :>
Oh yea, to clarify it, I didn't post this shit and be a hater. Actually I'm not hating them, I ROFL'd them. *Rolling out from Laughter*.
Well goodluck to her relationship.
Last Words: Galunggong + Kamatis = Perfect Combination. *Lmfao* (Laughing my fucking ass off).
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Second week of December, I felt a weird feeling and she is going cold with our relationship. She still saying stories about the guy btw. So yea, Christmas passed and she wants to break up with me. In this state, I had the feeling that she was in relationship with the another guy I used to doubt. I finally agreed with his break up reasons saying she need to focus on studies, blahblah~ Cries~ Dramas~ and more shiznit.
I went to their house lately on January last week to bring up her items. After a week she posted pictures on her facebook with the guy Kissing and Hugging. Lol. FTL!
I shouldn't trust her. I shouldn't be affected on her drama's. I shouldn't choose her. Well now its over and I think nothing will be back anymore and hell yea I won't be going back with her. Game Over. Well at least I know that I didn't cheated unlike her, going with other guys that knowing that she has commitment with other.
Uhmn, asking me about the guy she have now? Well he's pretty decent looking guy. Well, Only for looks. :>
Oh yea, to clarify it, I didn't post this shit and be a hater. Actually I'm not hating them, I ROFL'd them. *Rolling out from Laughter*.
Well goodluck to her relationship.
Last Words: Galunggong + Kamatis = Perfect Combination. *Lmfao* (Laughing my fucking ass off).
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Monday, February 1, 2010
Tupac's Ghetto Gospel
This might be late to review Tupac coz people knew he's dead. Anyway, Tupac was one of my favorite Rapper. I love all his songs. One of he's song with Elton John was Ghetto Gospel. Well, I just love his piece especially his Lyrics.
Ghetto Gospel - 2pac
Hit 'em with a little Ghetto Gospel
Those who wish to follow me
(My Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
If I could recollect before my hood days
I'd sit and remanence thinkin' of bliss of the good days
I stop and stare at the younger my heart goes to ?em
Aids tested it was stress that they under
And nowadays things change
Everyone's ashamed of the youth
'Cuz the truth look strange and for me it's reversed
We left them a world that's cursed and it hurts
'Cuz any day they'll push the button and all good men
Like Malcolm X and Bobby Hutton died for nothin'
Told 'em they could get teary the world looks dreary
When you wipe your eyes see it clearly
There's no need for you to fear me
If you take your time to hear me
Maybe you can learn to cheer me it ain't about black or white
'Cuz we're human I hope we see the light before it's ruined
My Ghetto Gospel
Those who wish to follow me
(Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
Tell me do you see that old lady, ain't it sad?
Livin' outta bags but she's glad for the little things she has
And over there there's a lady crack got her crazy
Yet she's givin' birth to a baby
I don't trip and let it fade me from outta the frying pan
We jump into another form of slavery
Even now I get discouraged wonder if they take it all back
Will I still keep the courage?
I refuse to be a role model I set goals, stay in control
Drink out my own bottles I made mistakes
But learned from every one and when it's said and done
I bet this brother be a better one
If I upset you don't stress never forget
That God isn't finished with me yet
I feel His hand on my brain when I write rhymes
I go blind and let the Lord do His thing ain't it
But am I less holy 'cuz I chose to puff a blunt
And drink a beer with my homies
Before we find world peace we gotta find peace
And end the war in the streets my Ghetto Gospel
Those who wish to follow me
(Yeah, Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
Lord can You hear me speak?
Pay the price for being Hell bound
Those who wish to follow me
(My Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
If I could recollect before my hood days
I'd sit and remanence thinkin' of bliss of the good days
I stop and stare at the younger my heart goes to ?em
Aids tested it was stress that they under
And nowadays things change
Everyone's ashamed of the youth
'Cuz the truth look strange and for me it's reversed
We left them a world that's cursed and it hurts
'Cuz any day they'll push the button and all good men
Like Malcolm X and Bobby Hutton died for nothin'
Told 'em they could get teary the world looks dreary
When you wipe your eyes see it clearly
There's no need for you to fear me
If you take your time to hear me
Maybe you can learn to cheer me it ain't about black or white
'Cuz we're human I hope we see the light before it's ruined
My Ghetto Gospel
Those who wish to follow me
(Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
Tell me do you see that old lady, ain't it sad?
Livin' outta bags but she's glad for the little things she has
And over there there's a lady crack got her crazy
Yet she's givin' birth to a baby
I don't trip and let it fade me from outta the frying pan
We jump into another form of slavery
Even now I get discouraged wonder if they take it all back
Will I still keep the courage?
I refuse to be a role model I set goals, stay in control
Drink out my own bottles I made mistakes
But learned from every one and when it's said and done
I bet this brother be a better one
If I upset you don't stress never forget
That God isn't finished with me yet
I feel His hand on my brain when I write rhymes
I go blind and let the Lord do His thing ain't it
But am I less holy 'cuz I chose to puff a blunt
And drink a beer with my homies
Before we find world peace we gotta find peace
And end the war in the streets my Ghetto Gospel
Those who wish to follow me
(Yeah, Ghetto Gospel)
I welcome with my hands
And the red sun sinks at last into the hills of gold
And peace to this young warrior without the sounds of guns
Lord can You hear me speak?
Pay the price for being Hell bound
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